Some Good ....Some bad

Today is technically day 8 of my juice fast. Tho I did have a slight set back yesterday... the weekend was hard but there was good parts to it...Friday i had a show and was there all day inbetween the two show they had amazing food.. I mean it smelled so heavanly and by that time I had not eating solid food since wed.  there was pizza... mac and cheese from a bbq joint... uhg it was soo hard i almost broke down a few time in tears...(I also started my period that morning) BUT I did not cave I didnt eat and though I was soo emotionally tired and sad by the end of the night from fighting the temptation all day i was sooo proud of myself.

Now for the bad part. by saturday I was down in weight to 117.6!!! sooo excited.. I had a glass of wine at my ladys night and a few carrots and celery. not bad... but then sundy which i had forgot was mothers day was worse... :( i mean its mothers day how can I deny my mom having dinner with her on her day! so that night ended in a purge after eating dinner and a handfull or two of laxs (I'm paying for that still)... I'm disapointed that I broke that fast but more disapointed that I purged and took laxs again after not having done it in a week...whats even worse is I had just started to get into that fasting period where I'm not even hungry... now I'm back to hunger panges..

So newho todays damage control is not to bad I was please to see 119.4 on the scale this morning... at least i didnt go back up to my start weight (123.8) so I'm back full force on my juice fast. today went back to my ruetine: Hot lemon water in the morning followed by a glass of detox tea. 1 cup vegetable juice for lunch (60 cals) alot of water and later I'll have a glass of some sort of juice and more tea.

Last week I lost a total of 6.2 lbs .... granted I gained back 1.8 of those lbs BUT if I can manage to loose the same amount of weight this week I will be down to 113.2 by sunday...

hopeing for the best and trying to stay positive its the only way I can get through this....