Monday, February 4, 2013

shame

not much to say....idk maybe when Im feeling better and have lost this weight i put back on I'll post an undate....

feeling fat and disgusting.... Im ashamed of myself and hate myself... i literally want to take a knife and cut the fat off myself....

yea I see very little eating and heavy drinking in my future this week :(

Lent is coming up...useing it as an excuse...lent is the only time ive never failed a diet or giving up something...

FML

2 comments:

  1. I've felt that way before, to the point of grabbing the knife. I'm sorry you feel so bad. Try to keep your head up and maybe start making some goals for Lent.
    XOXO

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  2. sorry things are so awful hun. Hang in there.

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