Things have just not been going well.. first off my fast didnt last and got screwed up because of situations i cant control.
tmrw I have to have dinner with a friend of mine which means food.. :( Im gonna order a salad no matter where we go and hope i can handle eating it.. I have purged almost everything I have eatin in the past two days... my weight was of corse up on monday but I have no idea where I am at now... I didnt have time to weigh this morning..
Im dreading saturday as I look and feel like a damn hippo and have to wear a skimpy costume to this party...
I want to die like seriously....
working out then running errands after work... lets hope I can stay busy today.. help keep my mind at ease
I actually decided against a costume this year because they are all so revealing and I just don't feel comfortable wearing it. So I give you props for doing that sweetie. Staying busy is a good thing. It keeps the thoughts away, even for just a moment. Have a great day sweetie.
ReplyDeleteXOXO Katie
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