Wow so I have been MIA for like the past 2 weeks... I havent been working one of my jobs so I havent had internet access... so I guess its time for a holiday update post to get all caught up on the ups and downs of the past few weeks..
so first off 3 days before christmas eve I ended up in the hospital...no fun. I was down to 120 i believe the last time I posted... i started getting extremely sick couldnt hold anything down not even a few sips of water... it was bad.. the hubby took me to the ER at 2:30 in the morning and I was severly dehydrated and had some bad virus going on... they decided to admit me and I ended up spending 2 days in the hospital. they wouldnt let me eat (which was fine) and I went through like 5 IV bags of fluids... the depressing part was when i got home i was retaining sooo much water from having the iv that my weight was 126.... I was sooo upset...
christmas day I was still not feeling 100% and my weight had dropped back down to 122. there was a whole lot of traveling around for the holidays and was a bit stressful... me and the hubby are poor and couldnt afford gifts for ppl so it made us feel bad... we got stuck driving home in a terrible snow storm.
Ive been working alot at my other job and making decent money there. I pretty much have been trying not to get back into the haabit of taking a ton of laxs.. but its really hard for me not to...I have still been purging alot which i know is bad... but i need it out one way or another :/
on a positive note today is the third day in a row that I weighed in at 118.6!!! it feels sooo good to be under 120.. i just gotta keep it that way...new yrs eve was the first day i weighed and came up 118.6.. looks like maybe this yr is gonna start off right ;) Im hoping to get back to 115 by the end of jan. just basically gonna keep up what I have been doing which is rarely eating.. drinking water...purging when i do eat alot...once i get back down to where i want to be maybe then i will start to eat a more healthy diet.. but im not even gonna think about that till i weigh what i want...
slowly but surely... 2013 is my yr.. im finaly gonna get down to my goal weight....just gotta keep it up..
hppy new yr to everyone reading.. i hope this yr is the yr for us all
I'm sorry to hear that you were so sick. And I never weigh myself after getting out of the hospital. It's so depressing. But I'm glad to hear that you've made it under 120. I know that was your goal for the new year. I'm loving your upbeat spirit about 2013. Keep up the hard work.
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How terrible to have gotten so sick. I'm glad that you are doing better. That water weight thing is crazy. I hope that this is our year too!
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